It's all hidden.

Some of my fav pix.....

Jade told you a secret at 3:25 AM .

Cry alone, I've gone away, a place so dark so cold, i have to set me free.....

I like fighter planes, well at least now i do... back to my whole "i like researching on war" again...

The thing about women soldiers in war is very difficult to find online... Had a few questions, how many American soldiers actually hit Asian land? I mean, the Japs bombed Pearl Harbour but the American fight in Europe is mostly what i can find. Shouldn't they be fighting more in Asia against Japs, not Germans? Or am i not researching enough? How many batallions reached Japan (Iwo Jima)? And whatever happened to Asian soldiers? No a lot of their stories out there... So mnay questions, so little time....

Jade told you a secret at 3:08 AM .

MY dear friends,

Qn 1: If we hadn't met in years, and you see me on the streets begging for money. What would you do? How would you feel?

Qn 2: If we all lost contact and I become rich and famous (I wish), i happen to drive by you, how would you feel? What would you do?

Qn 3: If twenty years from now, we are still friends, would you be honest with me if i asked for your opinions about me?

Qn 4: What if i leave, disappear without a trace? What will your reaction be?

My dear friends, please answer my questions honestly... I know half of you can't be bothered to read my blog. But the rest of you who do... answer these few questions and tell everyone else to. Just wanna know.

Jade told you a secret at 2:19 AM .

I turn to you my friend,
You make me forget my past,
I turn to you my friend,
Present is still at last.

Time slows down my friend,
When you find you have to much of it,
Time slows down my friend,
When you are not making use of it.

Make time go by my friend,
I only turn to you,
Make time go by my friend,
Only you know how to.

I don't know what I did my friend,
Yesterday and two days before,
I don't know what I did my friend,
Mind's not working anymore.

Why do you do this to me my friend?
I'm losing myself in the maze,
Why do you do this to me my friend?
Forever living in a daze.

Are you really my friend?
You won't let go.

I guess you are my friend,
I made you so.

Jade told you a secret at 1:31 AM .

I wanna run away...

Have you ever had that feeling where you just feel like running away from everything/everyone? There could be many reasons behind it. How do you detect which reason is in fact affecting you or which is the main reason thats driving you to drift away?

Have you ever felt like the world is turning against you because everything around doesn't seem right?

Have you ever thought that maybe you have been interfering too much in other people's lives and not concentrating on your own? What is your own life made of?

Have you ever thought that maybe the reason why you don't get what you want is because you don't deserve it? How do you tell what you desrve? Who judges derserving and indeserving?

Have you ever felt like you would do everyone else a favour by getting out of their lives?

Have you ever felt like re-living your life and doing it differently the second time round?

Aziz has a word for what this is... "Jaded"

Jade is officially jaded.

Jade told you a secret at 9:24 PM .

Jade told you a secret at 11:13 PM .

Just trying this out

Azeera's monologue...

Azeera:

I am Azeera. Everyone says I'm pretty. But they don't see the real me. Everyone likes to look at me, every boy, every girl, every aunty always hanging out with the void deck... haha.. EVERYONE. When I walk into a mall, everyone stops their shopping just to glance at me. When i fall on the road, drivers get blamed, even when there was no accident, even when there was no pain and even when there were no cars. But no one sees ME...

You see, I fell in once. He was a handsome boy. Every girl dreams of a prince. Well, he was mine. His name, Alex. He was the most handsome young man i had ever met. The most beautiful eyes, complete with the long lashes and the sweetest smile, all in one man. I was in love with him. I watched him every morning before he wakes up. I see him to work everyday. He was a policeman. Much of a workaholic, he makes me wait long, long hours for him to knock off work. When he sleeps, i will keep my eyes on his angelic face. Then one night i couldn't bear to see him anymore. As i slid past his bathroom door and move towards his bed. Quickly but quietly, i climbed onto his bed, not wanting to wake him up. finally, i just struck with my flail. Two hits to the head was all that was needed but i gave him a dozen more. He did not even get the opportunity to defend himself. And do i feel guilty?

No.

I am Azeera. I was in love once, with the only man who never even glanced at me. One who never saw my beauty, one who never knew i loved, one who is now dead.

Jade told you a secret at 6:06 AM .

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions.
Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great
Mark Twain

Jade told you a secret at 5:50 AM .

TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TWO FUCKING WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Dun worry, we have no problems with you working here. You will receive our call once we've discussed your salary and the day you start work."

Fucking liars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand the wait and not getting any replies from other companies... Is my luck really that fucking bad??????????????

Jade told you a secret at 5:43 AM .

This month's words of gold:
They do not know what lies ahead,
When Sun has failed and Moon is dead.

-Gollum-LOTR(TTT)

Jade told you a secret at 8:36 AM .

WE WENT TO SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. hapi burfday hana... it's fun to hangout wif all my friends again today.. Go sentosa, then sheesha, then lata meet hy n wan... i had a cool day...

The day started out like shit, with memories from that one phonecall i had with him... Not forgetting that i have absolutely no $$$ to spend on Hana... But it turned out fine... I love all my friends even more now...

Hana:
I'll be loving u forever,
Deep inside my heart u'll leave me never,
even if u took my heart n tore it apart,
I'll be loving u forever

Jade told you a secret at 11:45 AM .