It's all hidden.

Some of my fav pix.....

Jade told you a secret at 3:25 AM .

Cry alone, I've gone away, a place so dark so cold, i have to set me free.....

I like fighter planes, well at least now i do... back to my whole "i like researching on war" again...

The thing about women soldiers in war is very difficult to find online... Had a few questions, how many American soldiers actually hit Asian land? I mean, the Japs bombed Pearl Harbour but the American fight in Europe is mostly what i can find. Shouldn't they be fighting more in Asia against Japs, not Germans? Or am i not researching enough? How many batallions reached Japan (Iwo Jima)? And whatever happened to Asian soldiers? No a lot of their stories out there... So mnay questions, so little time....

Jade told you a secret at 3:08 AM .

MY dear friends,

Qn 1: If we hadn't met in years, and you see me on the streets begging for money. What would you do? How would you feel?

Qn 2: If we all lost contact and I become rich and famous (I wish), i happen to drive by you, how would you feel? What would you do?

Qn 3: If twenty years from now, we are still friends, would you be honest with me if i asked for your opinions about me?

Qn 4: What if i leave, disappear without a trace? What will your reaction be?

My dear friends, please answer my questions honestly... I know half of you can't be bothered to read my blog. But the rest of you who do... answer these few questions and tell everyone else to. Just wanna know.

Jade told you a secret at 2:19 AM .

I turn to you my friend,
You make me forget my past,
I turn to you my friend,
Present is still at last.

Time slows down my friend,
When you find you have to much of it,
Time slows down my friend,
When you are not making use of it.

Make time go by my friend,
I only turn to you,
Make time go by my friend,
Only you know how to.

I don't know what I did my friend,
Yesterday and two days before,
I don't know what I did my friend,
Mind's not working anymore.

Why do you do this to me my friend?
I'm losing myself in the maze,
Why do you do this to me my friend?
Forever living in a daze.

Are you really my friend?
You won't let go.

I guess you are my friend,
I made you so.

Jade told you a secret at 1:31 AM .

I wanna run away...

Have you ever had that feeling where you just feel like running away from everything/everyone? There could be many reasons behind it. How do you detect which reason is in fact affecting you or which is the main reason thats driving you to drift away?

Have you ever felt like the world is turning against you because everything around doesn't seem right?

Have you ever thought that maybe you have been interfering too much in other people's lives and not concentrating on your own? What is your own life made of?

Have you ever thought that maybe the reason why you don't get what you want is because you don't deserve it? How do you tell what you desrve? Who judges derserving and indeserving?

Have you ever felt like you would do everyone else a favour by getting out of their lives?

Have you ever felt like re-living your life and doing it differently the second time round?

Aziz has a word for what this is... "Jaded"

Jade is officially jaded.

Jade told you a secret at 9:24 PM .